i remember when i was happy

everything seemed like it would never end

everything made sense

i took you for granted happiness

i have been searching for you

you visit sometimes but it’s not the same

you don’t make me feel the same way you once did

because i know it’s temporary

nowadays i confuse you with contentment

i confuse you with not being sad

i confuse you with being numb

“i feel better than i did before, i must be happy”

it’s not true

i wish i could have you again

i miss my happy

we were good together

i’m sorry i took you for granted

i hope to see you soon

i hope that you stay with me for more than a few moments

i hope you want me as much i as i want you

i hope you haven’t forgotten about me

i hope that there’s enough of you left to make me feel whole again

please don’t leave me again

i should’ve loved you when i had the chance

i don’t deserve you

i don’t deserve anything

i am sorry to whoever reads these

i cannot stress enough how much my life does not make sense at this very moment. idk what’s wrong with me.

i am not stable in the slightest, but i am also the most stable i have ever been in my life.

honestly, what did i do to deserve this? if i am as good of a person as people tell me, why am i at this point?

am i not enough?

am i doing too much?

See, that’s what the app is perfect for.